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[Aug. 13th, 2004|09:25 am] |
You are BONG-o-licious! For you, smoking is some
serious business, not to be disturbed. You can
best be found in a dark place, in the company
of some big hitters and some great weed music.
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[Aug. 7th, 2004|07:19 pm] |
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| | Thursday - Division St. | ] |
My mind's been really elsewhere. I havent really been taking great care of myself. I just kind of, wake up, get in the shower, get dressed, and basically go through the day on autopilot. It's kind of....
Wierd. Ok, well, I'm looking forward to getting back to MD.
-John's meeting me in baggage claim
-Band Camp
-3 pieces of heaven
-Chilling with Katie sometime (better be before she leaves for college with Nev)
-Getting off punishment
-Just looking forward to not being in that house. I hate it in there. It's so...choking. I eat and eat and eat and don't get any bigger. I'm wondering if crying every 16 minutes...really strains your body that bad.
I wanted to see if I could go to like, the mall or something tonight, ya know, just to get out and act normal, but with 4 kids and 1 other adult in the house (besides my sister Jill, who would be driving me) I don't think that can be done tonight.
Damn.
I've just been readingBorn Confused and listening to Thursday - War All The Time (a late birthday gift from my sister Jennifer, Along with Punk-O-Rama 9) And just, sifting through the thoughts in my head. I wanna get home, and I wanna sleep in my own bed, and I want out of my own house.
Time to go on Autopilot. I'm wanted downstairs.
(Ali) |
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| Bored, and it's early. |
[Jul. 31st, 2004|07:58 am] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | Secret Machines - Nowhere Again | ] |
| For starters | </td>| Smoke?:: | Yup | | Do drugs?:: | Yup | | Have a partner?:: | ....I don't get it. | | Have sex?:: | Occasionally. Not anymore | | Sleep with stuffed animals?:: | Yup | | Live in the moment?:: | Yup | | Think you'll get married?:: | Hopefully! | | Have a dream that keeps coming back?:: | Yup | | Play an instrument?:: | Yup | | Believe there is life on other planets?:: | YUp | | Remember your first love?:: | Yup | | Still love him/her?:: | Nope | | Read the newpaper?:: | Nope. | | Have gay/lesbian friends?:: | Yup | | Believe in miracles?:: | yup | | Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:: | heh...that's a wierd one at the moment. | | Consider yourself tolerant of others?:: | To a point | | Like the taste of alcohol?:: | No. | | Fave candy?:: | Blowpops, or chocolate. | | Believe in astrology?:: | Yup | | Believe in magic?:: | Yup | | Believe in God?:: | To a point. | | Pray?:: | A little. When I feel it is needed. | | Go to church?: | Not lately | | Moving on: | </td>| Have any secrets?:: | Tons | | Any pets?:: | Yup | | College?:: | Maybe. | | Major?:: | photgraphy, with a minor in fashion merchandising. The onto desing school, so I can make, photograph and market my own clothes :) | | Talk to strangers who IM you?:: | Sometimes. | | Wear hats?:: | Sometimes. | | Hate yourself?:: | Every damn day. | | Wish you were someone else?:: | Yup. | | Have an obsession?:: | Yup. | | Collect anything?:: | Yup. | | Have a best friend?:: | Yup. | | Wish on stars?:: | Yup. | | Like your handwriting?:: | Nope. | | Any bad habits?:: | Yup. | | Care about looks?:: | Yup. | | Believe in witches?:: | Yup. | | Satan?:: | Yup. | | Ghosts?:: | Yup. | | Trust others easily?:: | Nope. Not after this. | | Like noise? Music?:: | Yup! | | First thing you think of: | </td>| I see:: | ...Shit, the gates unlocked! | | I need:: | A cigarette, some pot, and someone to love. | | I find:: | This to be too long. | | I want:: | A perfect body. | | I wish:: | I was someone else. Or dead. Preferably the latter. | | I love:: | Pot. :) | | I hate:: | Myself. | | I miss:: | John, steff, ROB. | | I fear:: | ...everything. | | I hear:: | Birds. | | I smell:: | Hot chocolate. | | I crave:: | Sleep. | | I search:: | For the real meaning or everything | | I wonder:: | When I can get out of here | | I regret:: | Everything. | | I cried:: | When I found our rob was in the hospital. | | Last time you.: | </td>| Bought something:: | ....When me and steff went to the mall | | Danced:: | Last night | | Were sarcastic:: | Last night. | | Kissed someone:: | .....Don't remember. | | Talked to an Ex:: | Last night. | | Had a nightmare:: | Last night (in the whole hour of sleep I got) | | Last book you read:: | Bringing Up The Bones | | Last movie you saw:: | Party Monster | | Last song you heard:: | The Doors - Riders on The Storm | | Last thing you had to drink:: | Hot chocolate | | Feeling this moment:: | Fat. And sad. And stressed. | | Favorites: | </td>| Band:: | The Cure | | Show:: | Nip/Tuck, or CSI. Or I love the 90's..The surreal life | | Movie:: | The Crow | | Song:: | (At the moment) Secret Machines - Nowhere Again |
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| La la la... |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|03:50 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  LET ME OUT! | ] |
| [ | Listening to |
| | NIN - Head Like A Hole | ] |
Steff is coming over today. we're going to find distractions. I was promised a trip to the mall by my mom, and if she backs out i'm going to be very angry!
Blah.
Yeah, I don't really wanna talk about whats going on.
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[Jul. 28th, 2004|10:09 pm] |
This is my new journal. My old one was ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) writtensuicide. |
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